A Single Day
In the past 3 years, I have become fascinated with the beauty of ordinary life. As I struggle with anxiety and depression, writing in my journal every night has become an important practice for me. The act of intentionally documenting my daily life through journaling, poetry, and photography, reminds me that every day is worth living.
After discovering the power of documenting to acknowledge the value of each day, I wanted to help others see the beauty in their own everyday lives. I connected with 8 different friends and family with unique life experiences, and spent a day with them, photographing their experiences as I observed them and writing poems as I reflected on my time with them. As I embedded myself in their lives, I connected with them on a deeper level; from experiencing new things like trying pickled eggs for the first time, to reminiscing with childhood photographs, to weeping together at the recent grave of a beloved husband and friend.
In these intimate images, viewers find a sense of holiness, mundaneness, and feeling in ordinary tasks. They reflect on the humanness and individuality of the subjects as they all share the one parameter we each share, a single day. Each subject’s natural color palette, the things they choose to surround themselves with and the things that are forced upon them, visually tell the stories that connect us in our web of humanity, endurance, and joy-seeking. With every new day that truly is the blessing we are told it is, we each have the choice to see the beauty and record it.
Subjects Below:
(left to right)
Megan Purcellville, VA
Kaylene Purcellville, VA
Teah Purcellville, VA
Allen Hamilton, VA
LaRae Beltsville, MD
Alicia Rexburg, ID
Erwin Elkdridge, MD
Shae Rexburg, ID
Poems
The Fall
I fall
And no one’s there.
So I sit,
Stuck
He’s gone and I’m here
On the cold concrete,
Nothing to grab and no place to roll
And a tear or two may fall
But I pull myself up,
Victim to none
But the
Cruel necessities of life,
Greater purposes of which
I am not partial.
But trusting in the Omniscient
I pull myself up,
I find a way.
Do You Know?
Do you think when the birds sing,
That they know we love their sound?
And when the red sun rises
That there’s beauty all around?
Does the loyal dog who loves us
Know we love him too?
And when the flowers blossom
That the barren world feels new?
Does the fresh-baked crunchy bread
Know how delicious it tastes?
And that at night our soft warm bed
Is the coziest, safest place?
Do you think when Mama smiles
She knows she looks like home?
And when little brother hugs me
I don’t feel so alone?
Oh, the strong humility
Of the great green earth
She must know of her magnificence
But, still, she doesn’t boast
Simply waiting patiently
For those who truly see
And all the while increasing.
Do you know that when you’re here
Everything is right?
And when you open your heart and hands
The stars seem to alight.
Trails of Light
You never know the lives you touch
The hearts you’ve held
The wounds you’ve healed
The tears you’ve dried
The smiles you’ve born
The love that you’ve helped others feel.
We often go throughout our day
Leaving trails of light along the way.
But when it’s time to stop and rest
We feel that we did less than our best.
So glance behind you, I implore
Your trail of light shows you did so much more.
Hidden
In the quiet of the night
Somehow the world is very bright.
Artificial light it seems,
Bounce of windows, frosted gleams.
But, if you can look inside,
Oh the faces do not hide.
Smiling, frowning, tears stream down,
Every home within the town.
Each gives light of varied hues,
Each regrets each other’s views.
No one wants to see within
The private moments of their kin.
But there’s one who sees them all,
And to each He gives His call:
“Bring your sorrows up to me,
For all of you I truly see.
Every window in every home,
I see you, you are not alone.
Hidden faces feeling pain,
I will bring you peace again.
So, please come on bended knee,
For, I have much awaiting thee.”
There Is Still
And now what is my life?
Divided into Before and After
I must still live,
Though my half is gone.
I must still smile
In the after, for life goes on
And there are still people to love
And music to hear
And hands to hold
And flowers to admire.
There is still.
And And And
I wanted it here.
Here in the peaceful place
Where you can see all four seasons.
Because even though
One season has stopped,
Life goes on,
One season passes
And another.
Flowers bloom
And big green leaves turn
Orange and red and yellow
And fall
And die.
But somehow,
It lives on
And new leaves grow and flowers blossom and petals fall and colors change and fall and die and live and and
And
Touched by Sadness
There is a light to someone
Who’s been touched by sadness.
A constant, soft, warm glow.
Like a candle left in the window of an old house.
Visitors always welcome,
But the depths of which you may never know.
For they have felt more,
They have felt stronger,
They feel the earth as it
Swallows up the night in darkness
And continue to shine their light.
And, oh, the joy you see in a person
Who’s been touched by sadness.
And you would never know.
Because they choose to let their candle grow
And
Burst
Like the sun rising over the horizon
In brilliant colors and hues
That you could never create yourself.
But at the end of the day the sun always sets.
But their light never goes out.
Always a candle in the window.
They are home,
These people
Who are touched by sadness.
Sadness Warms
Have you noticed that when you cry
Your face gets warm?
You’d think the wetness
Would cause a chill.
But, no.
All the love you have fills up
Because it has no place to go
So you cry.
That’s where it goes,
All down your face.
And I think just maybe,
Your love gives you little kisses
All over your face.
Salty, warm kisses
To mend the pain
And make you warm again.
Blessing
The happiest I’ve ever been
This blessing
Growing inside me
Gave me life
A reason to live
A reason to eat
And leave behind the smoke
Of horrific pasts
That I did not choose.
But here, now,
A kick is a kiss from within
That heals my hidden wounds.
Burdens Borne
Oh what gentle strength in humility,
In taking what is given
Without complaint or regret.
How bold is the silence of
An aching soul
Who in themselves and God find rest.
Pay attention to those around
Whose silence is a greater sound
To tell us they might need our help
If only we will listen
To their silent please
And ease their heavy load
As gently as they float on by.
Look, See!
Look, see!
It goes on the wall.
The neighbor girl drew me this picture
20 years ago.
It goes on the wall
In a Frame
And look, see!
This doily that my mother crocheted
Too many years ago.
It sits on the table
And look, see!
My daughter made me this pretty blue dress
A few years ago.
It hangs in the closet
And look, see!
All around.
They go on the wall
So I see that I am loved.
The Mystery
The magic’s in the mystery,
The wonderment,
The “is it me?”
The hours of viewing hidden truth,
Forgotten gestures,
Unabashed youth.
You want to know it’s entirety,
But scared it’s not what was thought to be.
So is the magic worth the wait?
The anxious nights,
The looming heartache?
Or is it better now to know,
To get it over with,
Your cards to show.
For once you know the magic trick,
You can move on,
A new one pick.
Yes, there’s wisdom in patient stance,
But perhaps moreso in taking your chance.
Appreciate Yours
Appreciate the laughter
That fills the night time air
The playful words of teasing
That show they want you there.
Appreciate the quiet smiles
As you lock with someone’s eyes,
The moments of connection
When someone drops their guise.
Observe the thoughtful gesture
Of a friend who comfort gives,
Or the one that loves all those around,
They’re the one that really lives.
Appreciate the people
That God put in your life
Because they each are there for you
When joy turns to strife.
But from each one you can learn
The lessons that you need.
Of how to take but one step more,
Each helps you to succeed.
Peace Now
Peace is found in a solemn bow,
A friendly smile and gentle vow.
Peace comes through connections made
With long time friends or new found aids.
Peace erupts when God is near,
His calming blanket releases our fears.
Peace is found from deep within,
A comfort in our holy skin.
Peace is not a circumstance,
Not something come by lucky chance.
But, peace is found where we are now,
When we just begin without wondering
How.
Because
And I have to do
Things I never thought I would
Have to do, because.